Today was bad i need to relax. Rough times lately my minds been racing. So much work to do and so much money i need to pay bills. But with little hours im getting stressed. I need to put together a cartoon pitch book and a portfolio and pay my credit card bill my phone bill my dentist bill ugh so much adding up and ontop of it things have been rough i need to relax anxiety came back from not sleeping i need to eat healthy again and cut out sugar. its sad when a glass of applejuice can keep you awake all night and ruin your day. my gf takes great care of me and im so thankful shes in my life. Ive been such a shitfuck tho and feel bad. I cant wait to be paid off with my bills so i can surprise her with something really nice. her hearts gonna melt the second she sees it.